Tuesday, July 13, 2021

If God is Calling You To It

Life just took a turn.

Sometimes the turns that we face in life, are good turns. However, with this turn, you find yourself struggling and confused. The Lord has good things in store for you. All you have to do is hold on tightly to His hand as He guides your path.

You are standing there, not sure which way to go. Will you try something and fall flat on your face? Will you go in one direction, but the Lord wanted you to go another? What will happen if you mess up? However, if you take a step, what will happen if you do not mess up?

Have you ever felt that God was leading you to do something? Did you fight against His leading? Did you hide and hope that it went away?

Take a wobbly step  

I think back to when my boys were little. I'm talking about before they started to walk. Oh, each one of them learned to hold on to the furniture as they walked around the room. However, over time, they also learned to let go and to take that first uncertain, wobbly step.

I can still picture the look on each of their faces as my husband and I cheered. It was a big deal, after all and one that needed celebrating.

I have to be honest here and admit that when it comes to taking uncertain steps, I hesitate. I find myself fighting and wanting to hide.

Through dreams and hesitations  

Back in 2005, I started having dreams. Yes, I believe in dreams. In these dreams, I was working in a child care center taking care of babies.

Taking care of babies is what I used to do, but I had not worked in ten years. So, to start having these dreams made me panic.

Now, let me preface all of this by saying that at this time, I was volunteering at the elementary school library a couple of days a week. It took a lot for me to decide to pursue this and when I started to get a little bit comfortable with things, I started dreaming about going back to work.

I didn't do anything about the dreams, at first. You know, the old "ignore it and it will go away". But the dreams didn't stop. So, I mentioned to T that I was feeling led to go back to work. And after some praying, I started actually looking into a few local child care centers.

I do believe that I was able to get a job at the third center that I went to.

Now, I am facing other things in my life. Steps that I need to take. However, these steps are not because I have had a dream.

Do I feel overwhelmed? Oh yes, I do. But I am going to do my best to keep pushing through.
I will keep clinging on to the Lord and His strength.

See, even the Israelites hesitated  

Let us look at the Israelites. Joshua was leading them into the promised land. We see in Joshua 18:1-10 that there were 7 tribes that were hesitant about taking the steps necessary to claim their land. So Joshua sets forth the command to send 3 men from each tribe to survey the land. Once they did this, they were to write a description of the area. And then.... Joshua would cast lots, before the Lord, for each section of land.

Joshua 18:1-10 NIV  

The whole assembly of the Israelites gathered at Shiloh and set up the tent of meeting there. The country was brought under their control, but there were still seven Israelite tribes who had not yet received their inheritance. So Joshua said to the Israelites: “How long will you wait before you begin to take possession of the land that the Lord, the God of your ancestors, has given you? Appoint three men from each tribe. I will send them out to make a survey of the land and to write a description of it, according to the inheritance of each. Then they will return to me. You are to divide the land into seven parts. Judah is to remain in its territory on the south and the tribes of Joseph in their territory on the north. After you have written descriptions of the seven parts of the land, bring them here to me and I will cast lots for you in the presence of the Lord our God. The Levites, however, do not get a portion among you, because the priestly service of the Lord is their inheritance. And Gad, Reuben and the half-tribe of Manasseh have already received their inheritance on the east side of the Jordan. Moses the servant of the Lord gave it to them.” As the men started on their way to map out the land, Joshua instructed them, “Go and make a survey of the land and write a description of it. Then return to me, and I will cast lots for you here at Shiloh in the presence of the Lord.” So the men left and went through the land. They wrote its description on a scroll, town by town, in seven parts, and returned to Joshua in the camp at Shiloh. Joshua then cast lots for them in Shiloh in the presence of the Lord, and there he distributed the land to the Israelites according to their tribal divisions.

Whatever you feel the Lord is leading you to do, take the step. Try to take just one step. One step isn't too overwhelming. When you manage that tiny step, try another one. If the Lord is calling you to do this, He is with you every step of the way.

Your turn:  

What steps are you feeling that the Lord is leading you to take?
Do you fight against His leading?
Do you hide and hope that it will all go away?

2 Corinthians 9:8 NIV  

And God is able to bless you abundantly, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work.


Father in heaven, Your love is better than life, my lips will always glorify You. I will praise You as long as I live, and in Your name, I lift up my hands (Psalm 63:3-4). I confess that when I feel You leading me a certain way, I often hesitate, just as the 7 Israelite tribes did. I worry that I am going to fail. Please forgive me of this and give me the strength and courage I need to take the step necessary to follow You. I thank You, Father, because I know that You have the power to bless me abundantly. You have the power to make sure that I have everything that I need, at all times, in order that I might abound in every good work (2 Corinthians 9:8). In Jesus' name, Amen.

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Ps. I am attaching a Free Printable for you. It is a 30 Day Bible Reading/Writing Plan called God Will Direct My Steps. It is my prayer that it brings you comfort. 



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